Abstinent yesterday. Confessed to sponsor and received wonderful absolution, because she loves me unconditionally and wants what is best for me. She is totally the mom I should have had! Abstinent today so far. Nothing too strong calling me. So I am going to enjoy this calm day and work on keeping it going. Looking forward. I haven't weighed myself. I don't know how much I weigh. I have no idea. That is a little unsettling, but feeling better. Today feels better than yesterday. Maybe tomorrow will feel better than today. Maybe that's all I can hope for.
Dear God,
Thank you for the peace and thank you for the quiet. Thank you for the help. Please continue to help me on my journey.
Love,
Shannon
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